hi i don't make too many journals no really


lately it seems like i'm always trying to please everybody. i'm a little tired of that SOB........

uhhh saturday night was AMAZING because my rents went to a casino so i got to call brandon and we talked til 2AM. <33333 ffffffff best conversation ever. we laughed, and we cried.
it was weird, hearing him cry. i've never like heard him cry THAT HARD. i mean i cried harder but still.
not knowing what you should do or say is terrible. if you're only able to think about youself it is worse. but i'm not. i know you really want this, don't you? and ill feel guilty if i hold you back.
but you're my best friend.

you told me that you are.
you remind me that it's going to be all right, when everything's going wrong. you tell me, "it'll be alright...only 2 more years." yeah, the longest two years of my life.
i can't let you go.
i don't want to.
but maybe i'm just going to have to.


ALSO i'd like to share some depth from my BFF 4 LYF gracie

im a purple wolf: because its probably not going to work out just cause its MEANT 2 B!!!
im a purple wolf: no its going to be hard as fuck if its meant to be
im a purple wolf: but also it will fall together in the end eventually but its just gonna be like..hurt until it does
im a purple wolf: and yeah there will be obstacles if he does go
im a purple wolf: many obstacles
KitMisawa:
im a purple wolf: especially for when you have to make decision for college
KitMisawa: you're so deep
im a purple wolf: i know man *pats bongo*


anyways..on a less sad note
HETALIA: EPISODE 20
who cried?!
ME THAT'S WHO.
it was so BAWWWWWWWW
b-but i got cheered up when I went back to watch ol' Jah-mah-ni spazz out ahshdjfkghlalalsls AM I COOL YET

a-and...
lately I've been getting into Cromartie High THANKS DYLAN >|
it's so freaking hilarious ahhhhhh ohgod go read it now. the art will probably not be your forte I MEAN EVEN I WAS SKEPTICAL

and also
Azusa from K-on
Y/Y?!

i'd hit that

wow i'm immature.


I love you Brandon.
dawnya i miss you SOB